So Much to Say, No Time

There is no way that I will ever be able to tell her exactly how I feel, and I don't think I'll ever try. I know I feel like it would be different with me, but I don't know him and why it didn't work out the first time, or why you're trying a second time. I've laid out what you need to know, and now that you know it, nothings changed. I'm not asking for anything to change because that would be selfish. Whenever we talk, I feel like I'm bothering you. I wish we could spend more time together. I would give up all my free time to waste it with you, but you'll never know that.