What do I want?

I don't know what I thought would change by telling you that I've liked you, but I know it wasn't nothing. I wanted something different. I feel like we talk even less now; maybe that's what changed. It's getting harder and harder to be around you, because I know that when we do spend time together it means nothing to you. You say I'm a good friend, but outside of class we talk via texts. We've me outside of class once. It seems like I'm blowing this out of proportion, but I really do like you a lot. I'm sure he's got things that I don't have and you obviously connect, but I don't see how. When you broke up you made him seem like a pretty unchangeable asshole. And now you're dating him.